My name is Clayton. Welcome to my world, my mind. Here is where I put the 95% of my thoughts that I never say out loud. I'm a desperate romantic, searching the stars for the one that will stay by my side. I've gone through a lot of pains in my life. Abandonment issues galore. I appreciate everything and everyone in this world, for without any of it I'd be lost more then I am now. Pansexual. Gender confused. Sexually confused. Sexually frustrated. I don't really know how to properly treat anyone, I can be a monster. I just wish I could live in a world that doesn't look down on me. But, through it all I persevere. Currently getting my panic attacks diagnosed.